Some say..

You need a girlfriend tom

Your personality needs a person by your side

Me?

Yeah I need a girl who'd ride or die with me, but I'm entering phase x of life, entrepreneurship
1 thing at a time, or if it comes floating by my way

Its 10 :28 am, on the e train to 23rd.  Kinda groggy and blasting tunes to my ears.  I sit and wonder... do I really need to listen to this music, or is it just a terrible habit?

Do I really need this "world hold on' by bob sinclair blasting in my ear ? (My guido club playlist)  I guess it keeps me busy rather than looking at the 2 40ish white women with the most disgusting veiny legs I'd ever seen.  Or to get me stop looking at the pretty Asian girl with a diesel black SO.

Then I think...  what would happen if we didn't have ipods, what do we do on a train that would be doing.

I'd be fucked

Oh wait that was just about 20 years ago or so.  But then again you wouldn't want to be on nyc trains at that time, that shit was dangerous or maybe that was in the 60's.

But now that brings me to...

How would our NYC MTA trains be without music goers like me.  I mean, I'm not the only person listening to their iPod er mp3 player.  I miss the days of not having to listen to music.  In fact I was able to do it years ago when I quit, broke my iPod.  Imagine my life without my ipod... I'd be talking to the semi I wouldn't hit that girl next to me.  Maybe, lemme take another gander, yup, and I'd probably spend more time disgusting myself by looking at those infected sticks, I mean white lady's legs.

My stop is coming up, yay for working non-profit, im so nice.

P.s. ; she's hot from the back, unfortunately when you see her, you're quite disappointed.

"I don't want to know your name, I just want BANG BANG BANG"

Disclaimer: Not saying I'm completely agreeing with all of this.

Its funny, one of my friends just got into a relationship. Lets call her duc.  The guy she got with, I don't know much about him, but from what I hear, it sounds like their relationship isn't gonna last long.  According to sources he's childish and hot headed.  I have met this guy once, and I actually experienced his childish moment.  The first time I met him, I was meeting duc at the mall, and he happened to be with her.  We greet and all, but I notice she doesn't say "so and so" is my boyfriend blah blah.  From that point on, he stops talking, and distances himself from duc - and I obviously knew something was wrong with him at that point.  They've only dated for like 2 weeks tops, and to overreact like that when you meet new people, I think that's just really childish of him.

Before they dated, we had told her all guys are the same, and this guy who's telling you he's this and that, its all front.  She said well this guy is different, and he's not like the rest.  I even said, "they're all the same, they get in you, then say peace out", for godsakes its summer.  She says: " oh he took care of me when I was drunk", well the heck yeah he will, cause he knows in a month or two you'll return the favor and let him bang your brains out.  She says " is it wrong that I want more than just sex?", (because I told her to just do a fling-kinda-thing), perfectly normal, but we dudes are all the same, all we want is in-n-out and peace. (Don't tell me there is no guy who doesn't want this except those hopeless romantics).

She hears our side, and doesn't listen to us.
I respect that, do what you want, cause we aint your momma.
Quite naive to go in knowing such things, but a life lesson right?

6 to 9 months in or if he's like me, 2 months in and she will find the real him.

P.S. : i dont think i'm completely like this, but its the majority.  Maybe how I am right now, I'm just tired of bullshit

Yesterday, my mom made a bet with me that I wouldn't wake up in time for a class the next day.  The next day, I had woken up on time and made my way to class, but to mess around with her, I ignored her calls.  Then it was 4pm, I called her and told her I just woke up and I missed class, then a moment of silence- And I said hah kidding. 
Well she didn't believe me, and now wants me to pay her.. yay


I need to move out..

I've been noticing that while I'm in class, I have like a shitload of energy in me.  I sub-consciously step out and walk around a bit, listen to some music, get all energetic, and go sit down in class again.  Towards the end of the class, my heart is racing, and I'm the first one out.  It's no like I hate class, I just get this rush like...

I want to just yell out some crazy Jihad warcry.